Speak and Thou Shall Be Heard

Thursday, December 31, 2009


I have nvr gotten drunk befoe..even nw i am iaf drvnk...dis is a b5nl updaje true d phoue...i leant alot bovt life...hve drank alco alot..bt dis d 1st time getix drunk...d feeling is awjesome.. Gng.htet..gud nitke..

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

I Love Just Who You Are,I Aint Gonna Try To Change You.. You Are A Shooting Star,Thats Why You Are My Favourite...

90 Things Girls Need To Know About Guys

1. Guys dont actually like sluts as much as they say they do, even though they have sex with them!
(Oh yeah… you're not "popular" if you've slept with loads of guys… you're probably just a HOE)

2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" are two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone.

3. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes.

5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile, it’s usually more important than the body.

6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

8. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to; if a guy knows a girl likes him but doesn’t like her… he still wants to be the only guy she talks to.

9. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

10. Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend, unless it’s negative, then it’s cool.

11. Guys get jealous very easily, even if they don’t show it.

12. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think.

13. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!... ugh... nevermind..." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

14. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. If a guy seems cool around girls, just see how he acts in front of the girl he really likes.

15. Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their lunch money for a week. But it never works because guys are always hungry so they end up asking the parents for money anyway.

16. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

17. Guys are very open about themselves if you just ask.

18. It's good to test a guy first before you trust him. But don't let him wait too long.

19. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice unless he asks for it.

21. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. Poking, light pushing, blocking your way and random high 5’s are tell tell signs.

22. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

23. Guys will brag about anything if you don’t tell them not to.

24. Guys use words like buff or cute to describe girls. We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes you, if he uses it to describe other girls, he probably just wants to sound sweet in front of you, and therefore likes you.

25. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

26. Guys love it when girls wear their clothes (jacket, hat, etc) especially if it’s a girl they like, they will often let them wear it in unreasonable circumstances…like the pouring rain.

27. Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about relationships.

28. Try to be as straightforward as possible, if you like a guy, just tell him, they’ll usually be flattered. If there is something wrong with your relationship, just tell him, if hes a nice guy he’ll do his best to fix the problem.

29. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be mature and grown up.

30. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

31. No matter how much guys talk about arses and boobs, personality is key.

32. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience, your NEVER going to meet Mr. Darcy.

33. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

34. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

35. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

36. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and talk to me."

37. Guys don't really have final decisions.

38. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

39. If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you.

40. When a guy looks at you for longer than 3 seconds, he's definitely thinking something.

41. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

42. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do.

43. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

44. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

45. Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear perfume. Just not too much.

46. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

47. Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more.

48. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

49. A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

50. No guy can handle all his problems by his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

51. Not all guys are dickheads. Just because ONE is doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. Quit assuming.

52. We don't like girls who are too skinny.

53. We love it when girls talk about their boobs.

54. Always make sure you know what kind of stuff you're getting into before making out with a guy...like whether it's a one time deal or not...

55. Believe it or not shy guys are the easiest to talk to, it may not seem right but trust me they will start opening up like books after you just ask them questions about their lives and unoticabley tell them about yours.

56. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually.

57. When a guy doesn’t touch you flirtily alot, but smiles at you a lot and makes eye contact a lot, its probably because he likes you and feels weird about touching you…but really wants to.

58. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

59. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it... it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

60. Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused.

61. If a guy tells you to dump your boyfriend, he's being a twat, if he tells you that there is the possibility of finding someone else (HIM) if you do dump him, he probably likes you and just wants to see you happy.

62. No matter how much they complain (if they do), guys actually like it when girls lean on them.

63. Guys relate everything a lot of things to sex... a joke, a slip of the tongue, a giggle, a yawn, a stretch, whatever...its stupid but true.

64. If you add a guy on myspace or Facebook and you don't know him...chances are he'll assume its because you're attracted to him.

65. If a guy acts like a dick sometimes and doesnt trust you, it might be because he has been badly hurt in the past and is afraid to open up again.

66. Just because a guy isn't holding/kissing you, doesnt mean he doesn't want to, you might just need to initiate it.

67. All guys want to make you happy (unless they're pricks), some just don't know how...so help them out.

68. Most guys just naturally prefer a girl with a bit of curve.

69. Guys are just as self conscious and insecure as girls, ;we also fear rejection, the guy who really likes you is the one who will never dare say so.

70. Boys liked to be talked to. A guy will feel more comfortable around a girl if the girl starts talking to them.

71. The way a girl moves her body can easily be much sexier than anything she says or does.

72. Girls: when you slow down with your boyfriend, make sure you give a damn good reason or we feel like its our fault because we can't comprehend that you really just want to slow down.

73. Every guy has a 'neeky' side of him. Whether it be playin games, watching movies, or playing football, but don't make fun of him if you don't like it, unless it's something you both find funny, otherwise just try and learn to like it. Don't try to change him. If he's constantly ignoring you for that thing, tell him, he'll probably try and do it less.

74. Guys will always check out other girls, even if we make it less obvious when we're around you, it does not mean we're considering leaving you for the girl on the bus. It just comes to us without thinking, so don't freak out when a guy looks at another girl. It's just nature, and we know you were oggling at the cute guy that just walked passed. And hey, guys can have female friends just like girls can have male friends, just because he gets a text from a girl does not mean he is cheating on you. But if this does make things awkward, talk about it.

75. NEVER EVER kick a guy in the balls...seriously. Not even in a fight (play or real) or argument, you can't imagine how much that hurts (don't bring up giving birth because you know it's different). The slightest kick can often have an excruciating delayed reaction...so yeah...just don't do it...please.

76. When a guy is talkin to a girl, his gut instinct is to make her laugh. Whether he is good at this or not, he will try. As a result boys can sometimes appear immature or weird when you first meet them, but they're probably just nervous so give them time and get to know them.

77. At some point a guy will try to play fight with you. There are two reasons for this:
a) Guys like to fight and show you how strong they are.
b) It gives them an excuse to touch you.

78. It is very sexy and appealing for a girl to wear a guy's boxers and shirt. That's all. We don't know why that is, but it just is.

79. Guys dont like girls who don't make an effort. If he travels four hours just to see you for three, appreciate it and don't admit you wouldn't do the same, half the time we wouldn't expect you to anyway!

80. Guys have standards for what type of girl they want to have. Every girl is the perfect girl for somebody.

81. Guys don't like it when girls amplify things. It's very annoying.

82. Even the coolest guys, worry a lot about how they come across, they are probably trying very hard to seem so cool. So don't undermine or mock a guy you like or are friends with, he might not burst into tears but it does not do wonders for his self-esteem. And if you do take the piss, make it fairly clear your joking, it will let the guy know you dont dislike him, you have a sense of humour, and its ok for him to have a come back.

83. If a guy is completely, 100% honest with you about things he's not to sure/proud of, be grateful, because it can be pretty rare.

84. Although we do relate many things to sex, not everything is literally sexual, they like just being close to you too.

85. Guys only like sluts when they're single, as soon as their in a relationship, its just annoying.

86. Guys will always be nervous about giving girls presents they like, no matter how close to or comfortabke they are around the girl. Your opinion is just too important to him.

87. Guys are often terrified of a girl they like too much. The way some girls make you feel makes it impossible for you to function, the same reason a lot of guys persue strictly physical relationships.

88. Guys may not know how to handle a relationship, we admit, we're not the greatest nor the smartest at doing things right. But girls are definitely not any better, so please don't argue with us and make it seem like you know how things are supposed to be and your ways are right. It may seem logical, but frankly, it always isn't.

89. Guys love anything you wear. Really. Don't continuously ask them how you look every time you wear something.

90. THE NUMBER ONE RULE: Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.

Love Me?,Nope..Well Its Okay,Im Just Hungry

Most people have an anger management problem..I have the opposite...Im not gonna be the guy who helps out anymore..im gonna be the guy who wouldnt give a shit if you are hungry...

national service?fuck it,shave my beard and cut my hair coz im going...

I am empty...but give or take...8 months...my void will be filled...

I don't understand schizophrenic people...and I thought I was good..

Monday, December 28, 2009

Fingers hurt..

Cleared all this up..playing Assasins Creed...damn the cinematics are long..I WANNA PLAY POOL!!

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Stare At The Bright Lights...They Might Blind You....Look At Them Too Long and You Might See....Its Alright...

Trying to find for Young Love songs to download...haiz..its freaking hard....but I love the acoustic versions of each song...even the originals are good....here are the acoustic versions....

(Downloaded d YESSSS...)

Young Love - DiscoTech (Acoustic Version of My Blog Song)

Jamie Cullum with this chun cover of Please Don't Stop The Music by M.J/Rihanna.....

Sorryla ZhiChin....

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Rudolf has a Big Red Nose,Dev has a Big Brown Nose

Went Holiday Villa,ate at the Buffet which made me feel like throwing up during the pool game at AC...ate too much meat,especially the turkey...yummy...

AVATAR was good,Sherlock Holmes IS awesome...Movie of the Year...Robert Downey Jr,Jude Law and Mark Strong were Damn Good,directed by Guy Ritchie(my fav director)..love all his movies..especially 'Snatch'...

Made an agreement with Duncan,he gives me Pool lessons and I give him COD4/6 lessons...haha..ohyea,the beer helped ease my stomach ache..=D

Im very very sorry to Val because I did not go for her party...

Oh yea,from the darkest depths of my wounded heart,I would like to wish a Merry Chweeestmas to my friends and family and blog readers....

The other people can go fuck themselves..

P.s - Somebody going Fitness First and Working Out to get a Sexy Body..hahaha

Monday, December 21, 2009

I'm Dying In Your Arms Tonight,Must Have Been Something You Said

That is a house lizard that was toasted with bread...im never using THAT toaster again..

Paintball is still on..it is still ON...just minor obstacles...=\...

Christmas Parties..hmm...

Conflicting?yes...but priority for the ' * '...the one that serves pork is main priority lol..


Sunday, December 20, 2009

Shorty Like A Melody In My Head,That I Cant Keep Outta Head

Wanted to watch Avatar but ended up playing pool at AsiaCafe..heh..got back home at 1.30am but parents still not back...hehe...
Paintball tomorrow with Kel,PH,Max,JF,Ruben,Dsath,ZY,Simon,John..hopefully this shit goes as planned cause I ended up becoming the organiser...zzzz..
Bought Assasins Creed,Sims 3,The Movies,Devil May Cry 4,Batman : Arkham Asylum,Warcraft3( I can dota now,who needs lessons? =P )...

Saturday, December 19, 2009

10,000 Fireflies Would Creep Me Out but I Still Love The Song

Owl City - Fireflies..yeah thats the only nice song they/he have/has..everything else is kinda like the song review below..nothing catchy..

Death By Sunrise - Let Down ...Chester's new band has a normal new song..theres nothing really outstanding about it...

Tokio Hotel - Automatic..its okayla...chorus not bad..heh..

Beyonce feat Lady Gaga - Videophone...wtf is this?no,seriously..wtf is this?...I think its supposed to be a song or someting..it sucks from lyrics to music..and in the epileptic video,Lady Gaga stars as an ugly cabaret dancer..

Jamie Cullum - Don't Stop The Music...its a cover of Rihanna's remix of M.J's song 'Don't Stop'...well,its kinda nice to listen too...

Disney Prostitute List :
1.Joe Jonas..

2.Nick Jonas..

3.the other Jonas which no one even remembers his name..

4.Miley Cyrus/Hannah Something..

5.Ashley Tisdale..

6.Selena Gomez..

7.the 1 from camp rock..De Vito or something..

8.Jennifer 'my naked pics keep ending up on the internet yet I keep taking em' Hudgens..

9.Zac 'Ashley Tisdale is More Succesful Than Me' Efron

This is not a complete list..im sure Disney will recruit more prostitutes..=D

Oh yea,Usher decided to get a prostitute of his own...Justin Bieber..

I Wanna Take You Away,Lets Escape Into The Music

That is a rather disturbing mascot for a restaurant...it looks like 2 testicles and a dick with the ability to lick itself...

Listening to Jamie Cullum,Timati,Micheal Buble,30 Seconds To Mars,Timbaland,Onerepublic...

Channel V has a hot new chick host..forgot her name..heh..

Watched Kurbaan at Capsquare yesterday...never knew it existed..mainly foreigners and locals with cash to blow go there..the theatre is pretty good...movie was good too but sad ending...

Storm Warriors was total crap..its actually only 30 minutes but due to constant posing by the actors,it became 2 hours +...

British people are just party whores aren't they..

Oh her name is Paula..=P

Friday, December 18, 2009


Do you really need a book on this?..lol..I will help you in the male part of the process..hehehe..

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Happy WEEEEEEEday Fatty

See...always eating.....well Happy Birthday....Thats all right..?...=P....

Friday, December 11, 2009

You Mad At Me Cause I Dont Wanna Play Your Game,I Ain't Perfect But Im Gonna Do My Thing

Slept at 4.30am,woke up at 7.30am...PH came over..Kel picked us up at 8.30am..went to i.cafe..played CS..apparently they didn't crack CoD4...Max,Muhd,Bern didnt come...so still equal teams...
-cocky mode,I guess im still good in CS..-

Went to Tesco at 1pm..hang out till 3pm for swimming pool to open..Tesco has this large open space which is cun for futsal..we used a friggin small rubber ball,damn bouncy hahah..had lunch,USELESS Leng Chee Kang..no jelly and no lychee also haiz..ate 1901...=D..

At Swimming pool,this was freaking awesome...played games..though,I had a muscle pull early on thanks to Kajen and Prek..leg still feels wierd...had wrestling,mounted fighting,ice and fire,build human building,style diving competition..Kel won that...he did some kind of eggplant...i jumped and showed 2 middle fingers to everyone while in mid-air..hehehe..foooh,hot chick bods there..forgot her name..haha..=P..everyone was watching us..well ofcourse..wouldnt you when you see dudes standing on each other..and then another guy climbing to the third level..haha..later,diving also..the open-minded public laughing with us..no one was offended by my mid fingers..heh..
Or the millions of time we shouted foul words..hehe..

5.15pm,make our way to bus stop..11 guys walking..walk,walk,walk..felt like Lord Of The Rings..hahah...got on the bus..sleepy and rather cold...and now im back..heh
Played DAO.. YEASHH!!Morrigan got rumbled in the jungle..hehehe...now for the other chick..an Elven Assasin joined my party,HE is strong but HE is flirting with me..wierd..

Okay,Futsal and maybe Paintball up next..but a movie and yamcha is a must..

Time to sleep,considering the amount of times my body hit the water..Im not really feeling the aches I thought I would feel..hehe..

''We gotta meet in the middle,
We gotta compremise,
We gotta work it out this time,
We need to see eye to eye,
So lets meet in the middle.''

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Lets Paint The Picture Of The Perfect Place

It can be possible that rain can fall,
Only when it's over our heads
The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away
All the world is dead.........

SPM is over....so.....I've said it time and time again....Whats The Plan?...heh...

When theres time to blog.....I dont feel like it...lol....so lets leave the pictures to speak for themselves..=D...

Thursday 9am...CC...inform me if you are coming cause we are doing a team arrangement thing...Uninvited guests are not allowed....

| Team Dev |
1. Dev
3. Kel
5. Maxy de Mango
8. Rub
9. Dsath
11. Mak JF
13. Pk

| Team Tan |
2. Tan
4. John
6. Bernard
7. Harveen
10. Baarath
12. Sasveen
14. Kajen

If your name in there..and you wanna join...let me know...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

After Monday and Tuesday even the calender says W T F

PH came over..bro,thanks for the roast pork and choc..

One last exam on Tuesday,Chemisty...
Right after the exam,got erm..party and football...

So I wonder whats the plan for holidays...im thinking..

- Paintball.
- Roadtrip.
- Futsal.
- Movie.
- Gaming 24/7.
- Sleeping for a maximum of 4 hours every 2 days.

People Im guessing would make it for any of the above..
- Kel
- Ph
- Max
- Jon
- Jf
- Zy
- Vivi
- Jul
- Jin

Others would probably be reluctant...

Timbaland's album downloaded and listening to it now..right now its

Timbaland feat Miley Cyrus(Disney Prostitute #4) - We Belong To The Music

'Lets worry about today and put tomorrow in a bottle'

Yes Im the One and Only but Im Not the Only One

Parents was out practically the whole day..gaming whole day..

Dragon's Age : Origins finished downloading..DAMN THIS GAME IS NICE..15GB...6 different storylines,downloadable content,every decision you make affects your whole game..love it...
Played spec-op with ZY and Kel...John as usual sleeping..Max,no comment..this one..hopeless..help him out after TIUsday...


Going to download Timbaland's new album,Timbaland presents Shock Value II..the album is cun-ted..
There is even a vamp theme song..for twilight freaks..

Beyonce feat Lady Gaga - Video phone...WTF IS THIS?!?..it sounds like beating wet shit with dry shit..its total crapusic...and Gaga looks terribl in the music video..lyrics sucks ass too..

Lady Gaga feat Beyonce - Telephone...this is better but lyrics not that nice..but the beat is not bad..its part of my blog songs..

''When the cats come out,the bats come out to play,when the dawn is here,we goin be on our way''

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Every Word From Your Mouth Is Like A Knife In My Ear

I was digging my ears..I think I dug to deep..because when I took out the cotton bud...i saw BLOOD...hopefully I didnt pierce my eardrum..if I did..then thats pretty fucked up yea....

Nooo!!! Ghost got shot in the face.!!! By the backstabbing american,general Shephard...
Oh,Roach got shot too...

Soap - Ghost!come in!Ghost,do you read me?!Roach!?

Price - Save it,they are both dead...

Soap - Bloody hell,Shephard betrayed us..

Price - You have to trust someone to actually be betrayed...Never trusted Shephard..

Friday, December 4, 2009

Wish You Were Mine

1 more exam to go...and no more school for me...
Played CoD6 ,spec-ops with Kel...fun..then played CoD4 with Kel,Max and John....been sometime since I had some undisturbed gaming time...where I could actually turn up my speakers...since im gaming on the PC,used my brothers old laptop as meebo,fb and surfing..lol...

Damn those Juggernauts!! I can't knife them due to their thick armor... =( ...

FAL is my current fav gun...

Made my Dinner,it was nestum and banana slices....awesome...

Thursday, December 3, 2009

I am Me,deal with it..


Im not cocky,im playfully cocky...two very different things..

I may come off as passive aggresive to some,some might not even like what im saying or may think im lying..but when things matter,i speak the truth ,no matter how hurtful it is...thats because I care..
I know i lie most of the time,you may not be smart..I would call you a genius....you may not be pretty...I would call you beautiful...you may not be slim...I would call you sexy...but none of those really matter...superficial compliments are not lies no matter how dishonest it might seem...

Sucks to be me right now..